Nura
Cow
Says
Hello

I can find millions of reasons to not be with her
but somehow when she makes me happy,
that seems to be a reason enough for me to stay with her.
- Melissa Chan Brothers

Today as I was doing something in the room, I hummed in a low pitch at the corner of my room.

I was surprised because there was an echo.

I always had this stupid idea that echos only occurred in caves.

I should study but I miss him too much.

The sun was hot.
The games were simple.
The people were friendly. Way friendly and lazy in a good way.
Fidah and I went gay.
My dad was running around.
We ate at a quiet spot with the sea splashing onto the rocks that we sat on.
I got pissed for awhile at a minah who couldn't wear a decent pair of shorts and had make-up so thick, we feared it would melt and looked as if her whole face was disfigured.
Got a lot of notepads.
Drank a lot today.

Enjoyed myself despite the heat.
I still think the stall with the power bike was funny.

"Lu cakap dengan dorang, belum kenal dunie, diam2 sudah. Bobal macam paham."


Teehee.


Anyway.

"You could use those fats as your wings, dude!"

"You're always like this."


It was a bit awkward at first. But as we talked about the gayest things, and literally gay, I feel like I'm home. For awhile.
I've missed you rubbing my head like I'm this random puppy of yours. Or when you stretch my cheeks and laugh so hard. Or when I cried so hard because of a jerk, you would be there, looking as if you want to kill that guy.

And we would laugh and talk as if there's nobody around.
In our own little world. Well, with my friends since you're so sociable.

And yes, you look so much better than that mat episode.

Cheers, dude.

(I would put our pic here but My d drive kena reformat so yeah. sad.)
(and i know i keep talking about my d drive but i think you would feel as devastated as me if yours would vanish too. but i'm more kental anyway. so shaddap.)




Rani;NINI says:
when when when u freeeeeeeee

Alatariel Minyatur. ss. says:
next week ah girlll
tues?

Rani;NINI says:
hmm...

Alatariel Minyatur. ss. says:
i heard you guys got exam?

Rani;NINI says:
shuld be fine.otherwise imma let you knw
yea nxt week's last wk of school
b4 i turn yr 2
kakak2 rp
lol taik!

Alatariel Minyatur. ss. says:
HAHAHAH
aku 3rd yr siao

Rani;NINI says:
LAGI KAKAK2 SP!

Alatariel Minyatur. ss. says:
HHAHAHHAHAHAH

Rani;NINI says:
da cam motor lak

Alatariel Minyatur. ss. says:
ahha tau takpe.
OK
anything msg me!
dont bubble me ah girl.

Rani;NINI says:
so ok la anythg next wk ya if not imma let u knw

Alatariel Minyatur. ss. says:
i find you sia.
infront of my houe summor

Rani;NINI says:
find ah!opposite hs ony!

Alatariel Minyatur. ss. says:
ahahha

Rani;NINI says:
HAHAH EXACTLY

Alatariel Minyatur. ss. says:
when i say , aku turun, aku TURUN
hahaha

Rani;NINI says:
like literal -.-


And I miss you and nisha too. Looking forward to Tuesday.
*throws kisses with saliva at you*
HAHAHHAHAHA
K bye.

THIS IS COOL SHIT SIAO!




AND, I think she has a very nice voice.




I know. These vids were featured for a reason.
Hahha

Initially I wanted to type, Best Buddies.

But it came out Bust Buddies.


It still came out nice.

Ok I'm being honest now.I mean right fcking now.

I do not like to share any interest with her because I simply am jealous of her.
And, I do not like to be jealous of her.
I'd rather be "huh.oh yeah." whenever someone, anyone bring her up.

Maybe because I cannot do anything about it.

And because of that, I feel so helpless and thus I become frustrated.
And then I make matters worse.

All because of my insecurity.


Damn I hate this when it happens.

Go ah la sia, laugh.


Be bust buddies for all I fcking care NOW.
Yes you saw it, BUST BUDDIES.

Whatever ah sia.

have you gays watched the ANTM petite season?

They're like eliminating 2 models in one episode.
Well, not all the episodes.
At least two episodes, i think.
But maybe they're getting tired so
"DAMN IT. IT'S GETTING TROUBLESOME SO LET'S GET RID OF THEM, NOW MS JAY!"

Ok kidding.

Anyway, nicole is my fav. Reminds me of allison cos everyone thinks she's weird but she became one of the top. hehe.






Bet all the girls in her high school are in shock and so I laugh at them tho I don't know them.
Bet the eliminated girls who made fun of her are in shock and so I laugh at them tho I don't know them either.


GO NICOLE!

WOWOWOWOWOWOWOOWO
Damn you're hot.
I like laura too but I still like nicole.